Following Jesus, means leaving my comfort zone. Following Jesus, means forgetting about myself and focusing on God. I am indeed guilty. I have been too focused on my friendship with my best friend. . coz I want it to be a good one, I'm too worried that he'd leave. I'm too worried that I'm doing the wrong thing. Thing is, my worries lead me straight to it. I did something wrong that must've caused us to stop talking forever. . but God gave me a second chance. . I was so worried to do the wrong thing, and i did do the wrong thing. Why? Coz i was so focused on my worries when there are millions of people dying who have not yet met God.
It's time to stop thinking about what I need. But start thinking about what God wants to do. My depression is gone, its GONE. I know I am back to my normal self. I have to fight these mood swings, be independent and pursue God. I only need one friend to back me up and this time I won't focus on him at all. I have to focus on God. God is the center of my life. Not my friend/s. I have to save up. I really have to find a way to save up to support tribal missionaries. This is where the heart of God is. I HAVE to grow up and start now. I don't have to wait later for a job or what, i can do it now. I just have to forget about myself and focus on God. As i focus on God, He will take care of me and give me proper wisdom.
"Complacency is also nurtured when we settle for the wisdom of our age instead of becoming "fools for Christ's sake" (1 Cor. 4:10 NASB).
Radical Leadership.
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